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- The Education of Rachel
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- By Danton
-
- Part 1.
-
- After a long drive through pastoral farm lands, John turned the car slowly
- onto a narrow gravel road. The day was warm, this being the first day of
- June, and many shafts of glimmering sunlight cut through the newly foliated
- trees of the forest the road wound through. The shades of green, brown, and
- glistening yellow gave the little path a mystical quality, and Rachel
- stared almost transfixed at the changing colors ahead of the car.
-
- They had not spoken a word to each other on the long journey -- that had
- been decided previously. John left Rachel to ponder her future and the
- changes she had decided to implement in their relationship. For her part,
- Rachel's mind seemed utterly blank. She wanted desperately to face the day's
- challenges with a clear, open mind, and not be enslaved by her fears. Still,
- occasional shafts of doubt pierced her serenity, like the light through the
- leaves; she could not yet be free of her apprehensions.
-
- The miles down the tiny road seemed to require an hour to traverse, the path
- twisted and raised and lowered so dramatically. When they arrived at the
- large gate, neither of them had any sense of which direction they were now
- facing. On either side of the road, an ominous fence was born and sliced
- through the thick forest for as far as their eyes could see. The fences
- looked formidable, 12 feet high and topped with an additional 2 feet of
- barbed wire. The gate that bridged the gap between the two fences,
- blocking the road, was no less impressive. It appeared to be nothing
- more than a twelve by twelve foot slab of steel. On a metal pole next to
- the road, John noticed a small intercom box. Rachel's face betrayed no
- emotions; her eyes traced the length of the pole and saw that it was
- crowned with several video cameras.
-
- A light on the intercom box caught John's attention as it lit brightly.
- Presently, the speaker crackled to life and a man's voice issued forth.
-
- "Good day to you both, and welcome. Mr. Heath, if you would be so kind as
- to help the young lady out of your car?" The voice was calm and cultured;
- even through the metallic transmogrifications of the intercom, Rachel thought
- she detected a distant hint of an accent. John opened his car door and
- stepped out onto the road, which was purely dirt at the gate, walked around
- the front of the car and opened his passenger's door. Rachel barely noticed
- him, and continued staring ahead of the car even though her view was now
- totally obscured by the metal gate.
-
- "Rachel?" John wispered. It would be for the last time. Slowly she turned
- her head to gaze up at him. Their eyes locked for a brief moment, then she
- took his outstretched hand and got up out of the car.
-
- "Very good." The calm, metallic voice responded. "Thank you for coming,
- Mr. Heath. We need not take up any more of your time." At this Rachel
- started, and stared suddenly at John. Was he leaving her here? Now?
- Her silent questions were answered as John sat down in the driver's seat
- and closed both doors. With barely a glance in her direction he turned
- the car around and headed back down the road.
-
- For the first time in her life she felt totally alone. A chilling breeze
- breathed life into the forest trees; they rustled noisily for some moments
- before coming once again to rest. The silence following was complete.
- Rachel hugged her arms to her breast to fight the chill. Wasn't it warm
- just a few minutes earlier? After some few long minutes she heard a sound
- from below her feet -- the gate was moving, lowering itself into an open
- crack in the ground. Staring, frozen in uncertain emotion, Rachel watched
- the huge door slide completely out of sight, revealing only a narrow
- foot path onward through the trees.
-
- "Miss Stansbury," the cultured voice intoned, "We are a mere few hundred paces
- ahead of you. Do come and join us, but please be careful to remain on the
- path at all times."
-
- For a long moment she pondered. The gate that efficiently kept out
- trespassers would just as easily keep a guest from leaving. She knew that
- the dark line of the crack across the road was a line that, once crossed,
- would demarcate the boundaries of her life forever. Still, it was a long
- walk back to the road; and from there? She had given herself no alternatives;
- proudly she stepped over the line and proceeded down the path, further into
- the forest.
-
- The Education of Rachel
- -----------------------
- By Danton
-
- Part 2.
-
- As Rachel walked through the high trees along the path, the hum of electric
- machinery she heard over her shoulder confirmed her belief that the gate
- was closing. Continuing forward, she did not look back to the gate or the
- fence; they were nothing to her now. With a quickening pace she mounted
- a steep hill in the forest, the path twisted several times and then entered
- a large clearing.
-
- Upon gaining the clearing, Rachel saw her final destination. Ahead of her
- was a small complex of concrete and glass structures, all surrounding a
- large central pool cut out of natural rock. The bright June sun cast its
- full light on the hilltop, giving the whole scene a blinding, whiter-than-
- white appearance. On the roof of one building sat a helicopter. No people
- were to be seen, but the path Rachel walked ended at a glass door in the
- glass wall of an odd, triangular building. She paused, taking in the scene
- for a moment, or was it something else? And then stepped up to the door.
-
- Before she could knock or find the button for a doorbell, the door opened
- on its own volition. Beyond it could be seen a huge atrium, roughly
- pyramidal in shape, filled from floor to 30 foot ceiling with green plants
- of every description. Awed by the sight of so much greenery and so much
- sunlight, Rachel entered the atrium, barely noticing the door as it closed
- behind her. The air inside was warm and moist, causing Rachel to wonder if
- she should remove the denim jacket she was wearing. Eventually, she decided
- against it, but she did not have long to sweat before she was joined by
- another.
-
- >From a door in the far wall of the room entered a man who was quite different
- than anyone that Rachel had imagined she would meet here. He was tall and
- slender with almost an air of slightness about him as he walked towards her.
- >From the early gray of his thinning hair, and the lines of many cares
- written across his face, Rachel decided that he must be a man in his late
- forties, or possibly older. It was his clothes which most surprised her;
- since she had mentally prepared herself long ago for anything, his was the
- only disguise on which she had not counted. He wore an elegant double-breasted
- suit of the finest, powder-blue cloth. Around the neck of his perfectly
- white starched shirt was tied a beautiful gold silk tie. On his feet were
- the finest Italian leathers, and a large gold ring encircled one finger of
- his left hand.
-
- He walked to Rachel in a calm and assured manner and extended his hand.
-
- "My dear Miss Stansbury," he smiled as he spoke, "we are so pleased to have
- you with us." Barely over her surprise, Rachel raised her limp hand towards
- him, and looked up at his face. His smile was warm and sincere, and it made
- all of the softness of his face tighten into a gesture of understanding.
- He grasped her hand gently, causing a strange little tremor within her.
- Was it fear? She could not tell for certain. The one question that she
- could resolve now was his accent; smooth and cultured, with perfect
- enunciation, it still betrayed the fact that he was an Englishman.
-
- "Shall we pass through to my office?" he asked sweetly, releasing her hand,
- "It is most beautiful here but the heat of the afternoon does become a
- trifle annoying, wouldn't you say?"
-
- Before she thought to answer, he turned and motioned her towards the door
- he had entered from, centered in the only solid concrete wall of the atrium.
- Once again, Rachel thought about crossing another threshold, this time
- into an area she could see nothing of. Nonetheless, she moved forward
- and entered the office as her host held the door open for her.
-
- A cool breeze hit her face as she passed into the room, and the sudden change
- in temperature had an affect on her body. The room itself was yet another
- surprise, although it matched perfectly its owner. Surrounded on all sides
- by walls of bookshelves, the office contained a large mahogany desk of the
- seventeenth century, faced by several high-backed leather chairs in a small
- semi-circle. Behind the desk were some wood cabinets containing books and
- file drawers, one of which was partially open, as well as an ornately
- carved mahogany swivel chair.
-
- "Do sit down, please." her host intoned, turning to close the door behind
- them and indicating one of the leather chairs with a graceful sweep of his
- hand. As Rachel sat, facing the desk, her mind conjured images of all the
- places she had been of which this room reminded. She felt as if she had
- arranged an appointment with a lawyer, or her doctor, or perhaps this was the
- office of the elderly Dean of a local college. She wondered if perhaps
- all professionals had similar tastes? The large leather chair nearly
- engulfed her; although she was not small, the chair and the room made her
- feel quite small indeed.
-
- "Now then" he said, settling into the ornate swivel chair, "let's see
- what we are about here." He turned slightly and reached into the open file
- drawer, producing a slim folder. He then tidily closed the drawer and
- gently placed the folder on the dark wood in front of him. After opening it,
- he produced a pair of gold-rimmed spectacles from a breast pocket and
- mounted them on his nose, turning his attention to the first loose page
- in the folder.
-
- "This is the report from your doctor, Miss Stansbury. He indicates that you
- are in very good health indeed." He removed his eyes from the printed page
- and looked up at Rachel, seated across the desk. "Of course," he continued,
- examining her image from head to toe, "we could see that immediately. But
- you must realize that we may take no risk of infection here." His words were
- slow and deliberate, not unlike an aged philosopher patiently explaining some
- great truth to a tiny child. Rachel wondered how many times he had recited
- those same words to the others who came before her.
-
- Turning his attention once more to the folder, he turned the page and examined
- the next leaf at some length. The utter silence of the room uneased Rachel
- greatly; in the long interval her heart raced involuntarily, and she began
- to taste the acid tin of fear on her tongue. Silly, she thought, this is
- silly -- she had made her decision rationally hundreds of times before.
- Only her body betrayed her confidence.
-
- "I don't mind telling you" he finally said, removing his glasses and looking
- directly into her large brown eyes, "that I'm more than a little concerned
- here." The smile had left his face, to be replaced by a firmer visage.
- "Most of our clients are, quite frankly, older and more experienced
- than yourself. This is not a career to be undertaken lightly, and so we
- must both be assured that you are in a position to understand the commitment
- you are making. The consequences of an incorrect decision could be
- irrevocable. Do you understand what I am saying?"
-
- "Yes" her voice cracked from the chair; she cleared her throat. "Yes,
- Sir, I do." Sir? It seemed to Rachel to be the proper form of address,
- given the situation.
-
- "This document" he continued, taking a paper from the folder and holding it
- lightly over the desk with his right hand, "is already known to you, is
- it not?" He turned the page around so that it faced her and sat it down
- noiselessly on the desk in front of her. Rachel glanced at it only briefly,
- knowing full well what was written on it.
-
- "It is" she replied, more assuredly now.
-
- "And it bears your signature, which you gave freely. Is that not also
- correct?"
-
- "Yes, Sir. I have signed freely."
-
- "Would you be so kind as to read it? Aloud, please." He picked up the paper
- and leaned far over the desk to hand it to her. Rachel was unsure of how to
- react. Had she not signed already? Had she not agreed over and over again
- to its terms? Why was he testing her resolve yet again? In a swift and
- almost defiant gesture, she took the document from his hand and began to
- read aloud.
-
- "I, Rachel Stansbury, sound of mind and body, do freely state on this
- second day of May, Nineteen Hundred and Eighty Nine, that henceforth and
- upon signing this document I shall be the sole property of Mr. John Heath.
- By my assent he shall be granted total and absolute control over my
- life, body, and destiny, and I shall serve him in any way he may
- require for the remainder of my life. What property, rights, and privileges
- I now possess, will be his alone to control. I make this statement freely,
- without any coercion whatsoever, and hereby absolve and hold blameless
- Mr. Heath and any of his assigns of any harm or loss which may occur to me
- as a result of this agreement."
-
- There was a short silence, during which Rachel returned the document to the
- desk. Her host then stood up from his chair and walked towards where she
- was sitting. Rachel stared ahead of herself, impassively, as if to prove
- that the words she had recited could have no impact upon her. Upon reaching
- her chair, he let his hand rest gently on the top of the leather upholstery
- and gazed at her face.
-
- "Strong words." he stated. "Very strong indeed for one so young. How
- old are you now Miss Stansbury?"
-
- "Twenty." She kept her eyes fixed ahead at the now empty chair behind the
- desk. Strangely, she felt that if she looked into his eyes that then she
- would be doomed. Rachel wanted nothing to erode her resolve, not at this
- stage.
-
- "Ah, to be twenty again!" he gushed, "You have quite a long and full life
- ahead of you, if the doctor's report is creditable. Plenty of time there
- to explore other possibilities, experience more of life. Plenty of time
- to make commitments later."
-
- "No." she replied firmly. Why was he torturing her so? His very words,
- the mere sound of his voice made her feet want to fly in terror. Only
- a supreme victory of will over instinct kept her seated in that chair,
- kept her gaze fixed stolidly ahead.
-
- "You are willing, then, to give up everything? Your possessions, your will,
- your future, your goals?"
-
- "I have only one goal." Speaking the words proudly enhanced her self-
- confidence. "I wish only to serve him."
-
- "And if he decides otherwise? If he decides, perhaps, to shun you, to
- ignore you, to give you away?" A quick but subtle jerk of Rachel's head
- betrayed her. He had struck a nerve, though perhaps only a distant one.
- Almost instantly she regained her composure.
-
- "That is his decision, Sir, not mine."
-
- "Indeed, all would be his decision. And suppose he grew tired of you? He
- may even decide to terminate your life. You would allow this?" This was a
- question Rachel had asked of herself many times. Was she so certain that
- John would never do this? How would she react if he tried? How could she
- defend herself if she wanted to? No, she had resigned herself to spend her
- entire life in his service; the exact length of that service meant nothing
- to her. The sobering thought of her dear lover ending her life caused a
- growing knot in her chest, which she fought with a long, deep breath.
-
- "Of course." she finally replied. "My life is all I have to give to him."
-
- He turned toward the desk and gently lifted the document from the desk.
- He then bent very low towards her, positioning the paper not three inches
- in front of her eyes, and spoke softly and caressingly into her ear.
-
- "Miss Stansbury, I implore you. Simply nod your head or utter a single word,
- and I will most gladly burn this document and send you home."
-
- He waited a little, with his lips so close to her ear that Rachel could feel
- the strength of his warm breath on her neck and cheek. Overloaded with
- conflicting emotions, Rachel kept her gaze fixed forward and did not respond.
- Her will was being stretched to its breaking point, but she held on. Her
- doubts washed over her, scourging her conscienceness, but the pain and the
- confusion merely intensified her growing detachment. What had been done, was
- done, she told herself; this is not the time for doubt.
-
- After a pause long enough for her to recall her entire life, he straightened
- and walked back to his desk chair.
-
- "Very well, Miss Stansbury. Your mind is set, I can see that." He placed
- the document back into the folder, and then examined the next sheet briefly.
- "I am, however, not convinced that your resolve will stand up to the rigorous
- training you will receive here. I must therefore, accept you only
- conditionally. If, at any time, I feel that your commitment to your future
- duties is waning, or that you are unable to undertake the career you
- have chosen for yourself, then I will be forced to expel you from our
- program, and return you to your owner. Do you understand?"
-
- "Yes Sir." Inside, she breathed a sigh of relief. He would accept her,
- she knew that now. It was over, she had pushed herself and had conquered
- her fear. The rest would be easy.
-
- The Education of Rachel
- -----------------------
- by Danton
-
- Part 3.
-
- "As you can easily imagine," he continued, "the rules here are very simple
- indeed. From this moment on you will do what you are told, instantly and
- without question. You will go only to those places where you are specifically
- told to go. In the beginning, you will take no action of your own volition,
- no matter how inconsequential it may seem; you will act only upon specific
- orders. The orders themselves may come from myself or any members of our
- staff here. Any failure to perform will be punished immediately. Likewise,
- any breech of respect or misconduct will be punished. Is this understood?"
-
- "Yes Sir."
-
- "If your performance proves to be satisfactory, you may be given daily
- responsibilities for which you may act without specific orders. If this
- occurs, you will consider it as the privilege it is, nothing more. Until
- then, the only act of free will you are to perform is the simple act of
- breathing. Any other action or indication of free will must be punished."
-
- Turning his attention back to the open folder, he briefly scanned the next
- page. "I have here a list of those duties which your owner has requested us
- to train you for, in addition, of course, to those skills which all of our
- graduates are required to master. And I might assure you that, from examining
- this list, you will be very fortunate indeed if you are allowed to serve
- such a thorough owner."
-
- That comment caused Rachel's mind to spin. Was it yet another attempt to
- make her relent? She wanted to know. Her desire to see the list was almost
- overwhelming. What did John really want her to do for him? He had never
- shown any reluctance to demand pleasure from her in the past; what new
- "duties" could he have in mind? With a small, inward sigh, Rachel realized
- that she would most likely never know the actual contents of that list.
-
- In the next few moments, Rachel's host produced a gold fountain pen from
- the top drawer of his desk and began to scratch out some notes on the page
- he was looking at. Rachel tried surreptitiously to observe what he was
- writing, but her chair was too far away from the desk for her to make any
- of it out. Upon finishing his notes, the man closed the folder with a
- gesture of finality, paused for a moment, as if in thought, then
- replaced the folder in the filing drawer and closed the drawer. It shut
- with a hollow thud -- to Rachel it sounded like someone had closed the
- door on her life once and for all.
-
- "Stand up." he commanded in a casual tone, and he also rose from his chair.
- Rachel obeyed, standing in place in front of her chair. "The first thing
- I must take from you is your name. You are no longer Rachel Stansbury;
- in fact, Rachel Stansbury does not exist -- has never existed. When you
- are returned to your lawful owner, he may decide to give you a name, but
- here we may not afford you that luxury. We need, however, to have a
- means of identification for our trainees. You will therefore be referred
- to henceforth as number 216. Since orders will be presented to you
- using that number, I would highly suggest that you remember it."
-
- Rachel felt a distant pang of loss, but she did not allow it to register
- on her face. She had always been fond of her name, and so, she had
- thought, had John. He would never call her "216" or anything that
- ridiculous -- why couldn't they just use "Rachel?" Her ponderings were
- interrupted by an electric buzz, emanating from behind the desk. While
- she had not been paying attention, her host had reached below the desk
- and pushed a small button.
-
- Presently a section of the bookcase on the wall behind the desk swung open,
- revealing an open elevator. Since Rachel had seen the outside of the
- building, and knew it did not contain any upper floors, she reasoned that
- the elevator must be going down.
-
- "Enter the elevator, 216." He gestured firmly towards the open door.
- Another door, she thought; another threshold. What would he do now, if
- she panicked? If she begged him, would he still be willing to send her
- home? Rachel wasn't sure anymore, despite his statements. And down there,
- under the ground, what awaited her? When would the real test begin?
- She thought this, but she did not pause. Immediately upon hearing her
- first order, she smiled a most delightful smile and walked into the elevator.
-
- She was soon followed by her host, who pressed a button inside the elevator.
- The door swung shut and the compartment began its descent. Rachel wondered
- just how far below ground they were going, but it was impossible to tell.
- The car moved slowly, and it was several long moments before the elevator
- came to rest and the door opened in front of her.
-
- "Step out." he said briskly. Rachel took two steps out of the elevator,
- then stopped. She was facing the concrete wall of a long hallway, extending
- both to her left and right. He followed her and, pressing a button on the
- wall, sent the elevator away. "We are going to the right. Turn, and walk
- with me." He turned to his right and walked swiftly down the long hallway.
- Rachel followed, not two steps behind him, examining his every step
- closely in order to anticipate his stopping. Along the walls were several
- doors, all closed, all painted in a bland ivory color, as were
- the walls, giving the scene an institutional feel.
-
- Together they eventually came to where the hall they were following turned
- to the left. At the end of the hall, at the corner, was a door unlike all
- of the others Rachel had seen. It was closed, like the others, but while the
- others were painted metal, this one was a beautifully carved door of solid
- oak. Beside the door sat a single wooden chair. The man halted abruptly
- in front of the door; Rachel stopped herself just one step behind him.
-
- "Sit here," he said, indicating the chair, "and stay until you are fetched."
- As she sat, her back to the concrete wall, he turned and walked back in the
- direction from whence they came and disappeared through one of the doors.
-
- During the long period following his departure, Rachel became at first bored,
- then annoyed. She was alone -- no-one entered either of the hallways
- in her view. Losing all account of time, she began to study her surroundings
- in minute detail. The most obvious fact that thrust itself to her
- attention was that each hallway was viewed by video cameras. Every
- 30 feet or so, another pair of them was mounted on small platforms near
- the ceiling. There was one, in fact, on the wall to her left, pointing
- directly at her. Was he watching her? If not, then who was? The floor
- was covered in a linoleum tile of dark magenta, and Rachel had just started to
- count the tiles in her section of the hallway when the first man arrived.
-
- >From down the hall to her right she heard a door open; cautiously she glanced
- sideways to see a young man, probably in his mid twenties, walk up the
- hallway towards her. As he neared, Rachel feared that her glance might
- displease the man, so she gazed intently down the hall in front of her,
- ignoring him. Her curiosity was sated somewhat, when he stopped at the chair
- and looked at her. Somewhat incongruously, he was dressed in a grey business
- suit, complete with white shirt and blue tie.
-
- His prolonged gaze made her uneasy; she had seen men look at her in that
- manner before. He was quite obviously trying to take her all in, to
- observe every facet of her body. His face remained blank, but Rachel felt
- as if she knew what he must be thinking. Involuntarily, blood rushed to
- her cheeks and she blushed brightly. In a revelation of sorts, Rachel
- realized that never before had she been in this situation -- this strange
- man could rudely stare at her body, completely at his own will, and she
- was powerless to prevent him. Even more strange was how her body was
- reacting. Rachel could feel the blood rush through her veins, hardening
- her nipples, totally contrary to her inner desire to retain control.
-
- At last the man ended his inspection of her, and he opened the large oak
- door and passed through it. During the next few minutes, several other
- men, of varying ages and statures, appeared from random doors or halls
- and walked towards her. Some paused and stared at her, as the first man
- had done, but all eventually entered through the oak door, leaving Rachel
- alone. The last person to arrive was the man who had welcomed her, and
- who had ordered her to sit. He strode past her without so much as a glance
- in her direction, passed through the oak door and closed it behind him.
-
- Once again Rachel was left alone. How much time passed, she could not
- determine. With the flood of conflicting emotions and thoughts in her
- head, ten minutes could be ten hours. She was getting hungry, that much
- registered in her conscienceness. John had stopped at a small country
- diner before dropping her off, and they had shared a final lunch together.
- That would have been, just a few hours ago? Yes, Rachel thought, it's still
- the same day. Somehow, the events of the morning seemed many years distant
- to her now. This reverie of thought was interrupted by the sound of
- the oak door opening behind her.
-
- "Come into the room, 216." It was her host again, holding the door open
- for her as she stood and entered. The men in the room paid no attention
- to her, but continued the lively discussion they had apparently begun
- before her entrance. Once inside, Rachel stopped just past the threshold
- and waited for further instructions. Swiftly, her host closed the door
- behind her and took the only empty chair, sitting at the head of the long
- table, and rejoined the conversations there.
-
- The gentlemen were talking business, and Rachel understood very little
- of what she heard them say. She concentrated instead on viewing the room
- itself. All in all, a dozen men, and her host, were seated at a large
- conference table, perhaps 14 feet long and at least 5 feet wide. They sat
- in rich black leather swivel chairs, and were arranged six to a side, with
- the man in the powder blue suit sitting at the head of the table, directly
- in front of her. The walls were paneled in ancient oak; several painted
- portraits hung also and on the floor was a deep magenta carpeting, so thick
- that Rachel's feet seemed to sink into it.
-
- The conversations of the men seemed to increase in intensity; though the
- tone was cordial they were definitely in disagreement over some point.
- Ignoring the business meeting temporarily, her host turned his chair around
- towards her and spoke quietly.
-
- "Stand to the right of my chair here," he motioned. And as Rachel moved
- to take her new position he added "and remove your clothing." Slightly
- jarred by the sudden request, Rachel complied nonetheless as her host
- returned his attention nonchalantly to the meeting. So!, she thought
- to herself, he wants to show off the new plaything to his rich friends.
- I'll just make it worth their while then; at least I should be able to get
- them all to shut up!
-
- Standing to the right of her host, a position which afforded every man in
- the room with an excellent view, she began to remove her clothes. Bending
- over, she quickly untied and removed her white tennis shoes, then straightened
- and withdrew from her denim jacket, which she let fall gently onto the
- carpet. This left her in the matching denim jeans, contoured beautifully
- to the shape of her legs and hips, and her sweater, a large cotton chain-stitch
- pattern of deep purple and black. This hugged her shapely breasts well
- but was fuller and longer at the bottom -- so long that its hem sat just below
- the zipper of her pants. Why not give them a little mystery? She reached
- briefly under the bottom of her sweater, unfastened her jeans, and pulled
- them quickly down, adding them to the now growing pile of clothing on the
- floor.
-
- Standing before them with legs bared, the hem of the sweater just barely
- covering the crotch of her panties, Rachel took a quick glance up from her
- work to observe the effect her performance was having on the businessmen.
- Incredulously, she realized that they were not even looking at her. These
- guys must be made of wood, she thought. Rachel knew she had an attractive
- physique -- this same performance had certainly inflamed her past lovers.
- Determined to make an impact upon them, she grabbed the hem of her sweater,
- crossing her arms, and slowly raised it towards her head. Revealing
- first her black lace panties, the sweater's ascension continued on, over
- her hourglass form, until she pulled it free of her long hair and dropped
- it coyly, with a little smile, onto the pile of clothing.
-
- Wearing no bra, the cooler air of the room engulfed the nipples of her bare
- breasts, hardening them instantly. Although Rachel's amazement at the
- men's continued indifference to her was beginning to become an annoyance,
- her heart began to speed and she felt her face flush, just as it had in
- the hallway. Reaching down to remove her purple socks, she felt the
- unmistakable pulsation of the circulation through her breasts. Still, no-one
- paid her the slightest attention. Her eyes darted from man to man,
- straining to catch one of them examining her body, but none were. With her
- socks gone, only the gauzy material of her lace separated Rachel from total
- nudity. With a determined tug of her thumbs, she brought the panties down
- to her ankles, and then stepped out of them.
-
- Well? Now what do I do? Rachel's mind raced. She stood strait, feet
- almost together and arms at her sides, watching the men in their blue and
- grey suits, watching them argue and discuss, ponder reports, make little
- jokes which she did not understand, watching them doing everything but
- looking at her. It is hard enough, she thought, to stand nonchalantly
- in a room where everyone else is seated. How does one do this when naked
- as well?
-
- Time passed, things did not change. Rachel's feet started to ache, despite the
- plush nap of the carpet. The meeting seemed to have no end. Bored, annoyed,
- somewhat dejected, Rachel reflected that this was not what she had expected
- of her training. When was she going to learn more about pleasing John?
- She wondered what he was doing now, as she stood here, a mere display for a
- dissinterested audience. If he were here, her striptease would have made
- him hot -- Rachel was certain of it. Indeed, just the thought of performing
- for John sent a rush of blood to her loins. Did they have no real men in this
- organization?
-
- Eventually, the meeting did wear down, and the men quieted and then ended their
- various discussions. Only when everyone was silent did her host finally
- turn and regard her body. As he did, so did the others -- all eyes in the room
- suddenly fixed on Rachel. Their faces were, for the most part, expressionless,
- but Rachel could feel their thoughts on her body. She stood with her back
- strait, staring ahead -- directly into the curious gazes of the businessmen.
- In the next short moments, Rachel felt more naked than she had ever before.
- These people, she thought, were merely studying her; they did not care who
- she was, where she had come from; they were not interested in her feelings,
- or fears; they were not even interested in her sexuality, she felt. No, their
- staring was a violation -- their eyes wanted to probe every secret place,
- every hidden feeling, every unknown fear.
-
- "Number 216," the host's voice startled her, "get up on the table." He stood
- up from his chair and moved it away, opening the end of the long table for
- her access. The 12 other men kept their gaze fixed on Rachel, as she
- slowly put one knee onto the cool wooden surface and pushed herself into a
- seated position on the table. Now her annoyance was replaced by real fear.
- Do they intend to take me here? All of them? In an only semi-voluntary
- display of the helplessness and exposure she felt, Rachel sat up on the table,
- with her legs locked tightly together, and hugged her knees up to her breast.
- She would not retain this posture for very long.
-
- "Move to the center of the table," he continued his command. The center
- of the table was five feet from where she had sat. Placing her hands palms
- down on the table top, Rachel tried to slide backwards down the table in
- her current sitting position. She was frustrated in this, however, since
- the cool wood held her warm, moist flesh firmly -- to slide her bottom
- along the table would have caused great pain. A terrible decision was
- required; Rachel either had to raise her rear off of the table and walk
- backwards, looking exactly as if she were about to be entered from the
- front, or she had to turn around and crawl on all fours, appearing to all
- as if she were waiting to be entered from the rear. Deciding that the latter
- of the two would expose less of her body, Rachel raised slightly and
- turned, trying to maintain what dignity she could, and crawled down the table
- on all fours, her breasts hanging beneath her and swaying gently with each
- step.
-
- "Lie down on your back." she heard upon her arrival. This is it, Rachel
- thought, they are going to rape me. She took a quick beat to resign
- herself to her fate. It's nothing I haven't done before, she thought,
- I just hope they won't be too brutal. Carefully and deliberately, as if
- these actions were to be her last, she laid her soft, warm body onto the
- cool wood surface of the massive table. In the absence of any orders to
- the contrary, she lay with her hands at her sides and her legs together.
- Staring up at the blank white ceiling, Rachel could almost feel the hands
- of the 12 men, rudely contorting her flesh, kneading her breasts, fingering
- her most private openings.
-
- The Education of Rachel
- -----------------------
- by Danton
-
- Part 4.
-
- She was prepared for mass rape, but she was not prepared for her next command.
- Although the hands of the men remained away from her body, Rachel was keenly
- aware of their intense gazes, emanating in some cases just a few inches from
- her flesh. Indeed, the men closest to her at the table's center could look
- down and examine her skin in great detail, and were doing so. As her breathing
- became more pronounced, her breasts rose and fell gently from the table,
- following the complementary motions of the rise of her stomach. As her host
- returned to his seat at the head of the table, his line of sight fixed
- directly between her legs, he issued a command which quite literally made
- her flinch.
-
- "Masturbate" he ordered.
-
- He knew! The terror in Rachel's veins increased a hundred-fold -- she realized
- that her worst shame had been betrayed. Never in her life had Rachel allowed
- anyone to see her masturbate. No-one, that is, except her mother. In her
- fifteenth year Rachel had learned to pleasure herself, and during that long
- summer she would hide herself in her room, far away from prying eyes, and
- lay for hours, naked on her bed. Gently and teasingly touching her breasts,
- her anus, and her clitoris, dreaming sweetly of distant lovers and the
- wonderful feel of their caresses, she would ever so gradually build
- herself up to an exquisite plateau, tightening all of the muscles in her
- legs and stomach, forcing her blood to boil between her legs, until she could
- wait no longer. Releasing her passion with a scream muffled only by her own
- fist, Rachel would feel her vagina clench and re-open, over and over, and
- hear the sounds it created as her body expelled the air from her feminine
- cavity.
-
- Once, at the height of her passion, her back arched widely, her legs open fully,
- knees in the air, her vaginal lips began to sing just as her mother entered
- the room. Her frenzy at its zenith, Rachel refused to end the long voyage
- which had occupied her afternoon and continued on, despite her mother's
- presence. The squeal that accompanied her orgasm was almost totally drowned
- in the hateful barrage of her mother's disgust. Collapsing, breathless,
- in a heap on her bed, Rachel was immediately and abruptly awakened from her
- reverie by the sudden slap of her mother's hand across her face.
-
- Shrieking and cursing, voice filled with unhidden disgust, Rachel's
- mother demanded that she lie face down, across the bed. Terrified and
- shamed, the young girl obeyed, exposing her nude buttocks to her mother's
- vengeful pounding. After so many lashes with the wooden ruler, Rachel was
- hardly able to move, let alone walk or sit, and she stayed hidden in her room
- for the remainder of the evening, crying in pain and shame.
-
- The experience put an end to Rachel's masturbation, at least for as long as
- she was under her mother's roof. Desperate fears of discovery and pain would
- simply not allow her to experience the same level of pleasure she had
- previously enjoyed, and so masturbation, and until much later, sexual
- stimulation of all kinds, became something which Rachel avoided religiously.
-
- When finally she managed to escape her mother's grasp and begin her own life,
- Rachel did eventually return to her former pleasure, and again taught her
- body to respond to loving touches. But she did so only in private, and
- always behind a locked door. Still, the sound her body made at its climax
- invariably brought Rachel's long-repressed shame to the surface. She learned
- to despise the din of her own orgasms, and hence refused to allow anyone to
- see and hear her masturbate, lest they judge her actions to be disgusting,
- as her mother had years before. Not even John, the man to whom she had
- sworn allegiance forever, had witnessed her most private sexual experience;
- perhaps, she now thought, he had wanted to.
-
- "216, I have given you an order." In shock, Rachel had not moved; the hard
- surface of the table coaxed pins and needles from her back and legs. "Need I
- remind you of our rules here?" Her host's voice was calm but cold, impersonal.
- Rachel knew that she would be punished if she failed to perform immediately,
- but had no idea what form such punishment might take. Could it be worse
- than what she had been ordered to endure here? Rachel decided not to find out.
-
- As more rational thought returned to her, a plan took shape. If they wanted
- a show, Rachel could give them a show, but it did not have to be real. Closing
- her eyes, she drew a long, deep breath and opened her legs, exposing her most
- sensative flesh to the gazes of the curious onlookers. I might as well get
- this over with quickly, Rachel decided. Wetting the fingers of her
- right hand with her tongue, she began to gently moisten her pubic area.
- With long, firm strokes, her hand caressed her labia, avoiding the clitoris,
- gently squeezing the fleshy folds between her fingers. Spittle glistening
- in her pubic hair, under the bright light of the room, Rachel began her
- performance in earnest. With her left hand she massaged her breasts, first
- the left then the right, while continually increasing the activity of her
- right hand. All the while, she tried to affect a mock panting by breathing
- faster and more insistently. She did not, however, alter her original
- posture -- her back remained flat against the hard surface, and she left her
- legs likewise limp.
-
- After several minutes of this bizarre pantomime, Rachel finished it in a final
- burst of simulated erotic energy. Arching her back only slightly, she placed
- both hands on her moist genitalia and rubbed furiously for a few seconds,
- collapsing finally back to a limp position, closing her legs tightly together,
- and panting heavily in an attempt to regain control of her breathing. A
- triumph, Rachel thought, I've managed to play their silly game and still retain
- dignity, and control.
-
- "216," her host began calmly, "did you enjoy your orgasm?"
-
- Her vision directed once more at the ceiling, Rachel slowed her affected
- respiration and answered him simply, "Yes Sir."
-
- "And this," he continuing, as if thinking aloud, "this is your usual method
- of personal stimulation?"
-
- "Yes Sir." What was he playing at? Somewhere in the recesses of her mind,
- a distant fear began to bud.
-
- "Later on, 216, you will be punished for lying to us. For now, I demand
- that you carry out my original order to the very best of your ability."
-
-
- The Education of Rachel
- -----------------------
- by Danton
-
- Part 5.
-
- The word "punished" struck Rachel hard. She had laid there, on the table,
- nude and helpless, an object to be examined and enjoyed by all. She had
- exposed her secret passages to their perusal, had stroked her loins in a
- demeaning display of servitude. All this she did to avoid punishment -- all
- was in vain. That bastard, Rachel thought to herself, wants everything;
- he will not be satisfied until I am totally humiliated and demoralized. For
- a quick, inward moment, Rachel rebelled. She would rise up, she thought,
- and leave this place, these insane people. She would force them to release
- her, and return to the safety of John's arms.
-
- Ah, but John!, Rachel remembered; John will be so hurt. How could I present
- myself to him as a failure? Not even able to withstand a mere twenty-four
- hours away from him! I could never face him again, not after this. With
- an audible groan, Rachel once again resigned herself to her destiny. She
- could never disappoint John, at least not in this way, and so she knew that
- there were no alternatives -- she must proceed with her training.
-
- This time Rachel steeled her nerve and resolved to enjoy herself. With eyes
- closed, it was possible to shut out the obscene leers of the businessmen;
- with imagination, she could transport herself back to her own room, to her
- own bed. Slowly, teasingly, she brought both hands up to her breasts and
- began to trace delicate circles around the nipples. In her mind, she could
- clearly picture the day when first she had allowed John, the only man thus
- honored, to touch her naked body.
-
- A single year ago, the event was etched into her memory forever. Feeling now
- fearful and vulnerable, she could almost relive the delicious experience
- of his hands tentatively stroking her breasts, his eyes enjoying the
- completeness of her beauty. They had met some weeks earlier, but Rachel
- required no small amount of time before she would trust any man to know her
- body. Gradually, over the course of many intimate conversations, many
- pleasant hours in John's company, Rachel decided to share her body with him.
- Almost ceremonially, she prepared her tiny one-room apartment for his
- arrival.
-
- To keep her special gift a secret, Rachel did not discuss her intentions
- with John. When he knocked, and heard her bid him to enter, John expected
- nothing more from Rachel than the dinner she had ostensibly invited him to.
- Though his longing for her was great, and increased with each new meeting,
- he could never be sure their love would ever be consummated -- until that
- evening. Opening the door, John viewed the scene which was to change both
- of their lives. The room was dim, being lit only by several large candles
- placed on the floor and on a small table next to Rachel's bed. Soft, pulsating
- music mingled with the scent of apple blossoms in the air, both originating
- in some unseen portion of the flat. Unseen portion? Rachel had taken
- several large sheets and hung them from the ceiling, concealing the more
- mundane aspects of her tiny room, and effectively drawing all attention
- towards the center of the room, where now sat her bed.
-
- When first his eyes gazed upon the bed, John was overwhelmed by the beauty
- and mystery of the tableau. There was Rachel, lying serenely on her back,
- covered from her neck to her toes by a single gauzy sheet of the purest
- white. Her long tresses were magnificently curled, framing her angelic
- face and resting finally on the white sheet. The sheet itself was almost
- translucent, and clung to her body in such a way as to conform to every
- curve and line. The peaks and valleys of her flesh beneath the cover cast
- sensuous shadows in the yellow candlelight.
-
- Rachel's apprehension, as well as her excitement, grew as John closed the
- door and drew nearer to her body. Savoring each passing moment, he viewed
- with intense interest the contours of her form beneath the sheet. Her eyes
- widened and sparkled in the candlelight, catching and holding his gaze.
- John opened his mouth to speak, but Rachel gently hushed him, turning her
- head instead to view the small night table to her left. With a quick
- glance at the table, John noticed a small handwritten note lying next to
- the candle.
-
- The note had been written on fine parchment; when lifted from the table it
- filled John's head with an intoxicating aroma, much like a field of wild-
- flowers on a sunny spring morning. The words were few, lovingly stroked
- in a most feminine hand in red ink, obviously from a fountain pen. The
- message was clear enough however, and represented the fulfillment of John's
- dreams.
-
- "My Darling," Rachel had written, "I love you and will always love you.
- I am yours, tonight and forever, take me."
-
- The sepia tones of candlelight made a teardrop on his cheek glisten as John
- replaced the letter on the table and slowly brought his face to Rachel's
- lips. Kneeling beside her bed, he kissed her, gently and then firmer,
- transmitting the electricity he felt inside to Rachel, intensifying her own
- excitement. Then he began the delicious torture. Softly, deliberately,
- John let his fingertips rest on her shoulders. Feeling the warm smoothness
- of the thin sheet, he slowly moved his fingers downward, encircling her
- breasts, tracing the outlines of her sides, caressing the tight muscles of
- her inner thighs, tenderly stroking the bottoms of her hidden feet. Rachel's
- chest rose and fell under the coverlet as her breathing increased its pace
- and weight. She did not really know what to expect from John, but she had
- decided that he was the one she trusted totally; he was the man she wished to
- make love to.
-
- After several minutes of slow, deliberate touching and watching, John walked
- to the foot of her bed and grasped the end of her thin covering. Giving it
- a small tug, John let the edge of the cover slowly trace a path across Rachel's
- chest, exposing her breasts. The cool friction of the material ignited
- her nipples, causing electric sparks to travel the length of her spine.
- Rachel's feelings were intense; her wonderment at the pleasure her body
- felt mixed with the apprehension of exposing herself to John heightened
- her growing sense of arousal. John did not cease the unveiling, but soon
- continued his pull, causing the cover to slide sensuously over her stomach,
- exposing her pubic mound, and finally gliding over her long legs, revealing
- her feet. Noiselessly, the sheet collapsed in a silky heap on the floor.
-
- John then proceeded to give Rachel a pleasure she had never experienced and
- had seldom even imagined. Carefully, ceremoniously even, he walked to the
- side of the bed and gently lifted her legs, first one and then the other,
- returning them to the bed. In this way, John spread her legs, exposing the
- delicate folds which no man had touched. Rachel's heart pounded furiously,
- sending a rush of warm blood to her pale skin, flushing her face and breasts
- brightly. Involuntarily, blood engorged her labia, giving Rachel that
- familiar swollen feeling in the loins, causing her glands to moisten the area.
-
- Her uncertainty and expectation at its maximum, Rachel let out a breathy gasp
- as John knelt between her legs and applied his lips to her rosy folds. As
- he moistened her with his saliva, John's nose was treated to a sweet scent
- of jasmine, and he buried his entire face into her, as if to consume all of
- her in one great breath. This was a feeling superior to any Rachel had
- experienced. Smoothly, gently, John's tongue and lips explored her center,
- kissing and squeezing, gliding in and out of her delicate entrance, first
- lightly then with increased pressure, upwards and downwards, more and more
- rapidly, circling her clitoris round and round, as if narrowing in on it,
- getting closer and closer.
-
- Rachel's back arched greatly, straining the muscles of her stomach and
- thighs; in the yellowy light her body took on a statuesque appearance, a
- sensuous figure of strength and Eros. Feet planted flat and firmly
- upon the bed, Rachel raised her hips high into the air, tightening still more
- muscles, making her heart pound all the more furiously. John's tongue
- continued its loving attacks, faster now, ever faster, circling and gliding,
- back and forth, and, yes!, plunging onto her clitoris, sending a shock wave
- through her stomach, her sides, up to her breasts.
-
- A rising tide of passion pressed heavily upon Rachel's vaginal lips, pushing
- and constricting, building to an unbearable plateau. She could feel her
- body twisting and contorting inside, beating a rhythm, as if her heart
- pounded only between her legs. Throwing all reservation to the four winds,
- exposing herself to the scrutiny of the universe, Rachel held in her breath
- with great effort and prepared to explode. John's tongue darting at
- a fevered pace, Rachel frantically bucked her hips up and down, smearing her
- lips over John's face, and began a small moan, just a hiss, then a moan,
- loader and loader, bucking more and more wildly, impelling herself closer
- and closer to ecstasy until...
-
- "Stop!"
-
- ------------------------------
-
- The Education of Rachel
- -----------------------
-
- by Danton
-
- Part 6.
-
- The word cut through Rachel's imaginings and brought her immediately
- back to the bizarre present. Her eyes flashed open, staring upwards,
- blinding her in the white light of the room. This time, the struggle
- to control her respiration was not mere pantomime; her heart skipped
- several beats as she exhaled violently, then gasped for air as all the
- tightened muscles of her body snapped loose, leaving her limp on the
- hard wooden table. Sweating profusely, Rachel once again felt the
- shame of her situation wash over her -- she had gone over the top,
- abandoned composure, allowed them to control the most basic of her
- physical and emotional functions.
-
- Instinctively, she cupped both hands tightly over her pubic area, as
- if to shield it from the piercing glances of the uncaring spectators,
- and she closed her legs tightly around them, sealing her sex from the
- world. Unfulfilled, her labia ached and burned with the blood rushing
- through them, causing Rachel to squeeze her hands and legs even more
- tightly together. Panting heavily, her back flexed up and down off of
- the table, and through the hoarse noise of her own breathing Rachel
- heard her host's voice once again.
-
- "In your newly chosen career, 216, privacy is a luxury which is rarely
- granted. Your body, and its functions, exist now only to serve and
- please others. It is very important that you learn to release all
- fears and inhibitions concerning your body. Otherwise, you will not
- be able to perform the functions required of you in the future, and
- will therefore be of little value to your owner."
-
- Rachel heard, but did not hear, his words; the sounds went through her
- head and mingled with so many other confusing thoughts that Rachel was
- not able to sort them. The message, however, was clear. Her body was
- not her own, it was John's, but more immediately it was her host's.
-
- "`That which does not kill me,'" the man continued, "`makes me
- stronger,' as Nitzche once said. By the time you leave our
- establishment, you will be stronger still."
-
- Her host rose from his chair at the head of the conference table, and
- all around her the twelve businessmen also rose from their seats.
- Impassively, the men looked down at her nude body, or perhaps they
- stared through it, ignoring the person reclining below. Still hiding
- her genitals and her shame, fighting to control her breathing, Rachel
- closed her eyes tightly to escape the scene, blot out these monsters.
- Tears moistened her cheeks. Even in her private darkness, Rachel
- could still hear the cultured voice which she was quickly learning to
- fear.
-
- "This evening you will serve one of these gentlemen. When in his
- presence, you will perform any service which he may require of you, as
- if he was your rightful owner. This is, of course, a function you may
- be required to perform for your owner after your release, and so you
- will be given many opportunities here to acclimate yourself to this
- type of service. Certainly, we could not feel we had trained you well
- if your owner was not sure that he could present you to others, as a
- gift, with confidence."
-
- Quickly, Rachel's shame and guilt were eclipsed by renewed fear.
- Clamping her eyes even tighter together, her face winced in a terrible
- expression of pain. This was not at all what she had expected; more
- and more she began to see everything, her decision, her training, even
- her love for John, as a big mistake. What had she lured herself into?
- Where had her arrogance and ego taken her? Involuntarily, Rachel's
- mind conjured images for her, pictures of being abused. Clearly, she
- saw herself at the mercy of an unknown man, raped, beaten,
- dismembered; her imagination saw no bounds in its fear.
-
- "But first, of course," her host continued nonchalantly, "you must be
- punished for lying to me and these good gentlemen." At this reminder,
- Rachel's mind went blank with fear, she could see and hear but not
- comprehend.
-
- "Return to this end of the table, and step down."
-
- Slowly, Rachel reopened her eyes and gazed up at the staring faces.
- Her breathing was normal, but the arousal she had felt was now totally
- replaced by the fear which gripped her heart and twisted it within her
- breast. With little thought for what the businessmen would see (for
- what had they not seen already?), Rachel once again crawled on hands
- and knees, through the forest of men, her long mane dangling, hiding
- her face, towards the one who had caused her such humiliation. Upon
- reaching the end of the table, she turned, extended her feet to the
- ground, and stood somewhat unsteadily on the carpet. Turning to face
- her host, Rachel stood slumped over with her head cast down, hugging
- her arms tightly to her breasts. In this posture, she looked a
- pathetic child, lost and alone, praying for someone to take her home.
-
- Clearly, this was not pleasing to her host, who gave Rachel an icy
- stare as he spoke.
-
- "216! I do not recall" he stated firmly, "giving any orders for you
- to cover your body." The volume and tone of his voice surprised
- Rachel; he had not yet been so hard with her. Slowly she raised her
- head to return his gaze, and let her arms fall once again to her
- sides.
-
- "Move to the left of the doorway." Rachel took three steps backwards,
- arms still at her sides, placing her in the desired position.
- Following her with his eyes, the man continued to command. "During
- your training, 216, you will often be directed to kneel and await
- further instructions. I shall now teach you the proper position."
-
- "Kneel on the floor, with your feet together and your toes flexed."
- Still hardly able to think or reason, Rachel complied immediately.
- She knelt with both her knees and ankles pressed tightly together; her
- arms she left at her sides. "That is very good" her host continued,
- "but it hardly gives one a pleasing view of your form. We must
- therefore make two alterations to your posture. Firstly, your knees
- -- separate them."
-
- Reluctantly, Rachel moved her knees a few inches apart, allowing the
- cool air of the room to kiss her labia, and forcing her back to
- straighten somewhat. Faintly, she could detect her pubic scent
- wafting through the room.
-
- "216, do not waste our time here. Separate your knees as far as they
- will go." He recited the command slowly and deliberately; Rachel knew
- that any further hesitation from her would be punished, even though
- she had no conception of the punishment which already awaited.
- Quickly this time, she spread her knees out wide, straining the
- muscles of her inner thighs, displaying well her excellent muscle
- tone. Involuntarily, the posture lifted her bottom slightly off of
- her ankles, and gave the viewers the best possible glimpse of her
- pubic folds.
-
- Still, the man was not satisfied. "Now lace your fingers together and
- place your palms behind your head." After complying with this
- instruction, Rachel's body became a work of art. With her arms
- outstretched, behind her head, Rachel's back arched, flexing the
- muscles of her chest, her abdomen, and her arms, clearly displaying
- the shapeliness and health of her form.
-
- Now, as before, Rachel felt totally exposed and vulnerable. On the
- table her body was there for all to see; now, that was not even good
- enough. Now she had to present it correctly, display its mystery in
- the best light. Furthermore, the position was taxing, especially for
- her arms. Rachel was not at all sure that she could sustain the
- posture for very long.
-
- "Remember this position, 216, and assume it immediately when commanded
- to do so. Now, gentlemen," he turned back to the twelve businessmen,
- still standing around the table, "I believe we may adjourn." That
- said, the man opened the door to Rachel's left and gestured to the
- suited gentlemen. Casually, they filed out of the room, talking
- amongst themselves, strolling past Rachel's display of obedience and
- continuing on down the hall. One or two paused momentarily to examine
- Rachel, as if sizing her up, evaluating her posture or musculature.
- Inside, Rachel hated them, these violators. Without conscious will,
- her mind created marvelous images of revenge. Each one, she thought,
- she would torture someday; clearly, distinctly, Rachel saw what each
- one feared and dreaded, and heard their screams as she fulfilled their
- horrible nightmares.
-
- With the passing of the last businessman, Rachel was once again alone
- with her host. An idea, or a remembering, came to him, she could see
- it in his face, and he returned to his seat at the grand table. There
- he sat for several moments, his brow furrowed in concentration, until
- finally he pulled a small notebook out of a coat pocket and begin to
- write. Rising, he replaced his pen and notebook in his pocket, after
- tearing a page from the book. Seemingly aware, again, of Rachel's
- presence, her host stood before her nude body and continued his
- commands.
-
- "Stand up." Rachel stood instantly, glad to remove the strain from
- her feet and thighs. Unsure of her host's intentions, she left her
- hands clasped behind her head; this gave her the appearance of a
- prisoner of war, helplessly awaiting execution, which mirrored exactly
- Rachel's frame of mind.
-
- "You may lower your arms." Relieved, she allowed her arms to float
- down to her sides. She had not held the position for ten minutes; it
- had nonetheless caused her arms and legs much pain. In front of her,
- Rachel's host held out the small piece of paper.
-
- "Take this, and be sure to give it to the staff member in the
- punishment room. Do not read it." Trembling at the word punishment,
- Rachel took the note from him. "Now follow me." With a quick turn he
- left through the doorway and started down the hall. Glancing
- momentarily at the pile of her clothing still laying on the carpet,
- Rachel followed him as closely as possible, again watching his steps
- closely to detect any hint of stops or turns. The hard linoleum was
- cold on her bare feet as they walked together down many corridors,
- turning often. After a very short time, Rachel felt totally lost.
- But what does it matter, she thought, I don't really know where I am
- anyway. In many corridors they passed other people, some men, some
- women, and each encounter caused Rachel some small amount of
- embarrassment because of her nudity. With each glance at her body,
- however, Rachel felt less intrusion; she was learning how to be nude.
-
- At length the man stopped her in front of a set of metallic double
- doors, nondescript in their institutional coloring. He knocked twice
- -- in Rachel's mind the firm knocks were virtual explosions, each
- causing her body to recoil. Heart racing, she felt her body cool and
- sweat simultaneously, her chest became extraordinarily heavy, making
- breathing difficult; she tasted acid on her tongue. Up and down her
- spine Rachel fought the shivers that threatened to destroy her
- composure. Did she think of John at that moment?
-
- "Kneel here, and wait. The staff will attend to you directly." He
- pointed to a spot on the floor where Rachel resumed the kneeling
- posture as she had been taught -- the floor was cold and hard on the
- knobs of her knees. "I will not see you further this evening, the
- staff will direct you. They must be obeyed without question at all
- times. Is this understood, 216?"
-
- "Yes, Sir" Rachel replied meekly.
-
- "Very well, good evening 216." Turning, her host strolled off down
- the corridor, and out of sight.
-
-
-
-
- Part 7.
-
- Rachel heard the taps of his footsteps grow weaker as he strode away,
- leaving her alone, affording some time for reflection. Although she
- maintained the kneeling posture, Rachel's eyes were free to dart
- around the hallway, and she noted that it was no different than all of
- the halls she had so far encountered. The linoleum was magenta, the
- walls whitish, the doors metal, and just as she had been "alone"
- before the meeting, Rachel noticed that here too, she was being
- watched by the numerous video cameras mounted on the walls near the
- ceiling. Who was watching?
-
- This portion of the underground maze seemed less used, somehow;
- perhaps only because no-one passed during the fifteen minutes which
- Rachel had to wait before anyone appeared. Long before then, however,
- the strain of maintaining her position took its toll on Rachel's body.
- After several minutes, her arms became leaden, attempting to pull her
- elbows down from their alignment with her ears. With conscious
- effort, Rachel clutched the back of her head even more tightly,
- straining to keep her head and arms high, crumpling somewhat the note
- she was to give to her torturer.
-
- The effort to retain perfect posture distracted Rachel enough that her
- mind began to clear -- the cloud of fear and despair which had
- overcome her thoughts just moments ago was receding. Returning to
- more mundane thought, Rachel realized that her hunger was still
- unsated; she had no concept of what time it was, or how much time had
- passed since John had left, or even the day of the week. The strange
- events of the preceding hours were but a blur of memories. Will they
- feed me here, she wondered, or is starvation to be part of my
- punishment? Seeking further escape, Rachel thought of John; what
- would he be eating? Is he at home now, after the long return drive?
- Or is he still in this area, at a hotel perhaps? Maybe he's here, in
- the complex; maybe he turned back, didn't go home. Could John be on
- the other end of that camera?
-
- Regarding the camera once again with that thought, Rachel flexed her
- back ever so slightly and seductively, thrust her hips out a little
- further while spreading her knees even farther, and smiled. She
- wanted so much to be pleasing to her lover -- if John were watching,
- Rachel would make him proud. In the cool air of the hallway, Rachel's
- blood began to flush her body, warming her flesh with hot breathy
- kisses. Am I making you lust for me, my love? Are you there? Come
- and rescue your loving slave! Rachel's eyes closed slowly and inside
- she could see John glaring at a video screen, his breathing slow and
- deliberate as he gazed upon his captive beauty. The blood reached her
- loins, giving Rachel the merest hint of a pleasurable sensation.
- Leaning back even further, she tightened the muscles of her thighs and
- buttocks, causing her labia to ripple almost imperceptibly,
- heightening that tiny spark of pleasure the way one might fan such a
- spark into a great fire.
-
- If John isn't watching now, she mused, then when I return to him I
- will give him quite a treat! I shall kneel like this beneath him,
- offering my body, and I will make his blood boil. I shall not move a
- single taut muscle as he takes me, I shall be the perfect slave, and
- John will not be able to resist me! Now the effort Rachel expended
- was not directed towards keeping her arms high; it required all of her
- great will to keep her hands from caressing her body. The fire was
- growing slowly, and she so wanted to build it higher.
-
- Click. Rachel heard the sound from behind the metal doors and
- immediately knew what it was. Someone inside had turned the bolt. As
- she opened her eyes her heart raced involuntarily, wrenching all
- thoughts back to the present. The hallway was empty, neither John nor
- any other victorious knight had come to rescue Rachel. Her wait was
- over, punishment was imminent.
-
- I must stop this! Rachel's mind flew in panic, even if her body did
- not move. I can stop it, I'll run, I can find my way out of here!
- They'll throw me out; I won't let them hurt me! Seeing the camera
- again however, Rachel remembered John and could not move. Every
- molecule of her being screamed for her to flee and flee now -- only
- Rachel's body did not obey. Paralyzed like a rabbit frozen in the
- headlights of a speeding automobile, she could simply not decide.
- Instinctively, unknowingly, she still trusted John and knew somehow
- that he was aware of her situation. Wide-eyed and breathless, Rachel
- did not move as the door opened.
-
- "Hmmm..." Seated as she was, her left side towards the doorway,
- Rachel could see only the bare outlines of a person without turning
- her head. The voice was unmistakable however; Rachel was somewhat
- surprised to hear a woman's voice.
-
- "OK, we're ready for you honey. Stand up now." The voice was
- cheerful and had a distinctive accent about it; a Texan perhaps? It
- shook Rachel out of her paralysis long enough to allow her to stand in
- front of the woman, but it created more confusion in her mind. Dimly,
- she thought then of her mother.
-
- "Come on in." The woman made a wide sweeping gesture through the
- doorway, beckoning Rachel to enter. For a quick moment, Rachel
- scanned the woman from head to toe. To her surprise, the woman was
- totally ordinary. What had she expected? Not much taller than
- Rachel, not particularly large, the woman appeared to be in her
- thirties, lean but not skinny; she had an air of vitality about her,
- like she had recently completed some simple exercises. Her clothes
- were simple and ordinary, a dark red short-sleeved blouse over white
- cotton pants, tennis shoes on her feet; the strawberry-blond hair tied
- behind her head gave her a home-town atmosphere.
-
- Beyond the woman, Rachel could see into the room itself. Without
- really looking or seeing, she took three steps forward and stopped,
- her bare feet making bizarre squeaking noises on the floor. Having
- crossed another threshold, Rachel let her eyes take in her new
- surroundings. The room resembled nothing so much as a small
- gymnasium, complete with a floor padded with sectional mats. On the
- walls were attached many different apparatuses, some of wood, others
- metal, whose functions Rachel could only guess at, as well as some
- tall wooden cabinets, which were closed. In the four corners of the
- room were mounted the ever-watchful video cameras. Two walls of the
- square room contained other doors, which were closed, and the room
- contained no other occupants -- when she heard the door close behind
- her, Rachel was alone with the staff member.
-
- "I believe you have something for me?" The woman walked around to
- face Rachel and held out her hand. Rachel instantly supplied the note
- from her host. Smoothing the crumpled paper out somewhat, the woman
- began to read it, but quickly interrupted herself. "You can kneel
- right there where you are," she commanded, "I won't be but a minute."
- Once again Rachel resumed her kneeling posture, spreading her knees
- and folding her hands behind her head. At least this time, she
- thought, the floor is soft.
-
- The staff member returned to the note while casually strolling across
- the room, towards one of the closed cabinets. Opening the tall doors
- of the cabinet, she took a moment to regard its contents. In the
- distance behind her, Rachel could see somewhat past the woman and into
- the cabinet; what she saw there affected her greatly, for the cabinet
- was filled with paddles, canes, whips, bats, and prods of every
- conceivable size and description, all hanging in neat rows, apparently
- arranged by size. Though her heart once again threatened to pound its
- way out of her chest, Rachel remained in position and tried to
- disguise her fear; she was still waiting for John to appear.
-
- After some long moments, the woman reached into the cabinet and
- removed a long, thin paddle; it was easily as long as a baseball bat,
- but was much wider and flatter, more like a cricket bat. Its round
- handle appeared to be made of wood while its other, flatter end was
- covered in some sort of material. Rachel hoped the material indicated
- padding, but she was soon to discover her error. Eventually, the
- staff member turned and walked back to where Rachel knelt, the paddle
- dangling nonchalantly from her right hand.
-
- "In our program," she said, if as beginning a recitation, "we think
- that it's a good idea to make punishment instructive. It's my job
- here not only to make sure you obey, one hundred percent, in the
- future, but also to instruct you in some of the skills which a person
- of your profession will need to know. Now today, we're gonna do two
- things." The woman placed the end of the paddle down on the mat,
- leaned on it, and looked up at the ceiling as if collecting her
- thoughts. "First we're gonna play a little game we play here to
- acquaint newcomers such as yourself to the experience of pain." Pain.
- The word rung in Rachel's head, jarring her thoughts. Pain. Rachel
- glanced at the paddle, at the cabinet, at the taut muscles of the
- woman's forearm. "After that," the woman continued, "you will receive
- your real punishment."
-
- Confused, terrified, Rachel shivered and began to sweat. After pain,
- then punishment? What could she mean? The staff member gave Rachel
- no time to ponder it, the "game" commenced almost immediately.
-
- "Ok, let's get going" the woman continued. "The name of this game is
- Control, because that's what it's meant to teach you. The rules are
- real easy; I tell you what position to get into, and you stay in that
- position until you're told to move. Are you with me so far?"
-
- "Yes, ma'am" Rachel whispered, barely able to fight the lump in her
- throat.
-
- "Alright then. Put your knees together and bend over as far as you
- can." Glad to remove some of the strain her kneeling posture was
- causing her thighs, Rachel clamped her legs together and doubled over,
- placing her chin on the floor mat. Her hands she kept tightly clasped
- behind her head, and her hair fell to either side of her face, totally
- obscuring her vision.
-
- "Let's make it a little easier for the beginning," the woman mused,
- thinking aloud, "let's have you place you arms out on the mat in front
- of your head." Rachel instantly obeyed, stretching her aching arms
- out on the cool mat. This shifted her center of balance somewhat,
- making her nude buttocks rise further off of the floor. Though Rachel
- could no longer see the staff member, she heard the crumpling
- footsteps on the mat as she approached. When the footsteps ended,
- Rachel could clearly feel the woman's presence behind her; the staff
- member knelt low on the mat to regard Rachel's posture. Suddenly,
- Rachel's entire body flinched as if jolted by several thousand volts
- of electricity.
-
- The woman had merely touched her. Rachel felt two coarse hands
- gripping her ankles firmly, urging them apart. Leaning slightly more
- forward, she obeyed the implied command by separating her ankles. In
- doing so, Rachel discovered that the further she moved her feet apart,
- keeping knees together, the more her center of gravity impelled her
- forward, and the more her buttocks raised and separated. When her
- head and shoulders were as low as they could possible become, and her
- hips and buttocks raised to an equal extreme, the staff member
- released her grip and stood up.
-
- "Very good, 216, this is the first position. Remember, you are not to
- move." For a moment that seemed to Rachel to be an hour, nothing
- happened; no-one moved nor spoke. In the interrum, Rachel closed her
- eyes and wondered just exactly who she was. Not twenty-four hours
- ago, she was John's lover; the memories of their exquisite final
- love-making still possessed her, even as more recent events threatened
- to block out all such pleasant thoughts. But now, she thought, I am
- not that same person; I can't be. The Rachel that I was would not be
- crouched here on the floor, would not let these things happen, would
- not willingly submit herself to torment. Perhaps, she wondered,
- Rachel is not even my name?
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